Tuesday, November 20, 2007
What you preach sometimes you don't practice.Had it happened a few years back, I know the target wouldnt be spared from personal criticism. Colourful mix of sentences will be laid out nicely for the target to slowly digest.
He said that I should never stoop as low as them. I was never at their level. He said that ignorance is a bliss. Aren't you contented with what you have in your hands? I asked, since when have you learn how to correct my mistake. He said, he paid attention to what I said. It's just dat I was the one who didn't. I am ashamed.
I am contented with what I have. I have worked for it. i wish in confusion**
Hey! Is dat a Male or Female Kangaroo?
Sunday, November 11, 2007
In a good version of porn flicks, they have always show plumbers, construction personnels as hunky & rugged guys.. Liar! You are all liar!After staring at the computer for hours, my eyes wander off to somewhere. Since the office is the open concept, 3 engineers were discussing in front of my desk. Of all places, they choose to discuss in front of my desk. My manager was sitting on my colleague's desk, the structure engineer was standing & construction engineer were explaining the problem in his exaggerated hokkien-style way. Very professional guys. Funny thing is, before I even looked at them, my eyes have already targeted at their exceptionally bulging stomach. Very disturbing view.
"Harro! Harro! Like real lar.. Disturbing me while I'm working le.. Can you please shift your pockets away? My eyes need a breather."
Oh no.. They merely laugh. They said my sense of humour is very creative. Dats y they choose my spot. Ah good reason you bunch of bloated cheeky fellas.
So where is my six pack porn star? I've yet to spot them. i wish in confusion**
Waking up early in the morning 6pm
Thursday, November 08, 2007
Last week this day, Sweets & me go shopping. It is the day we have been waiting for the entire week. I understand that my shopping days have to be adjusted according to his schedule. So I had to take leave just to spend "shop till we drop" session. They call it sacrifice.Ever since he started to work, we didnt talk much on the phone. On a bad week, I didnt get to see him for a week long. Else I get to see him after 4 days. If I am a nasty fiancee, I would have thrown tantrum. But that was 6 years ago. I've grown up in terms of age n maturity, not physically. To make ourselves feel better, at least we are so looking forward to meet each other. Last time, it'll be like.. wa lao.. semalam da jumpa.. ari ni nak kena jumpa.. besok kena jumpa.. Now, padan ngan muka aku. Kan da rindu.
He bought a Canon Ixus for his first pay check. Worth it baby. So SLR photo quality.. Don't ask what I got for my first pay check.
I bought for myself lots of sexy undies for his eyes.. Hehe! Malu lah I. (Muntah darah siak budak ni. Kalau mak kau baca..) I bought too many things dat both of our hands are so full of stuffs! I'm fully satisfied. I've got all my needs. I have to get all these cos next month, most of my money have to go to UOB for safekeeping. Kan da besar. I nak kawin. Yey! Oh no.. I didnt use his money. I buy myself gift. Puhleesseee..
But most woman are generally fickle minded. Kalau aku sialan abis, confirm baby aku punyer duit aku kikis cukup2. Yelah.. Buat benda2 yang pompuan lain buat.. Mani Padi cukur bulu peps cukur bulu mata.. Self indulgence.. Nanti kalau tak cantik, kena tinggalkan. Hmm.. Yelah.. So not me.. unless sweets ask me to do it.
Please do not take it for granted when it comes to love. So many people like to use the term, you have to accept me the way I am. Bullshit. Total piece of crap. Den there's this saying after marriage, Dari dulu sampai skarang tak berubah. Blardy hell. Don't make urselves all confused. True u have to accept a person for the characters n all that.. But love is a sacrifice. You change for a person to make your marriage life tolerable. No choice. If your partner wants more sex, give it. If you're sick of it, change ur mindset. Go ask ur husband for extra cash to buy sexy mama deep cleavage corset/lingerie. Do something. Ah.. part ni pergi la mani padi n brazilian wax. P workout skali. Maner tau badan mcm Pamela nanti.
I am mad. I m bored. It's holiday & I am at home. Can't wait for Saturday so I can sex up my fiance. Shhh... i wish in confusion**