Criticism is a Bad person

Saturday, September 29, 2007

We begin our new phase of life after 9 years being together. Sweets had since ORD last 2 weeks. At the same time, he embarks his first full time job. It's a huge relief for both of us. I believe the others feel the same way. We look forward to this day.

Many people have been comparing both of us. I have started working part time at the age of 14 at Guardian Pharmacy. It's a big deal for me cause I need the extra income to get by. My first ever job and to receive a 200 bucks salary is enuf to plan to buy lots of stuff(it's little compared to my current stuffs). As I enter poly, I moved on to Starbucks. My most favorite days. Where it all happens. After Poly, I hold my first full time job. Changi T3. Den to CPCB. So you see.. my life was never so pampered.

I wish people will stop comparing me and him. I have to work cos my family was not the rich sort. He didnt have to work cos his family is unlike mine. He didnt have to work doesnt mean he is irresponsible. I know him. Better than anybody. I may be wrong or right. Risk has always been part of everything.

We didnt celebrate our 10th year anniversary. Honestly, its been a very long time and we are too busy coping with our everyday life that just by going thru it without any big problem is enough. But it's not a good excuse for us though. I will find time.. We can't be all that perfect. It exist in fairy tales.

This month, I have to add two to my ang pow. One from my mother side. The other from my father side. Murah rezeki yer...

Why the blardy hell am I so depressed?! Shit.

i wish in confusion**


Personal life and public lie

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

I have nothing much to say.. Arrgghh!

We have sinced fast for 6 days now. I have lost 0kg! Wohoo! Have u girlfriends? Ala.. Gemuk buat hal gemuk ajerlah.. Aku rela..

Next week gaji.. Nak kena tepikan duit collection. Untung adik2 sedara(saudara) aku smuer.. Time dulu-dulu, aku tarak abg/kakak sedara nak contribute kocek emas aku. Tapi.. aku nak kasi singgit ker dua ringgit? Aku mcm stress gitu. Tapi next saturday aku buker pat pizza hut. nak mkn yg cheese muak pizza tu. Yang aromatherapy. Kemut and self indulgence.

All of the above is definitely not true except for the pay though. Sweets say dat stingy and me don't look the same. Of course.. Like father, like daughter.

Don't forget: DnD this Sat at Grand Hyatt. Bli sebantal Whispers Ultra thin & bedak Johnson&Johnson.

i wish in confusion**


10th September 2007

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

It's my birthday. Hi! I am 25 years old. Noy say Happy suku abad.

Normally, I would have taken leave on my birthday but I didn't this year. I got loads of junks to do. You can say that I didn't feel extra special yesterday. Maybe because 25 is a number too big to digest. But I did celebrate my birthday in a different way. Boss bought for me lunch at Swens.. Me and fiancee eat at Seoul garden.. I am really working on my birthday. After work, Sweets and me relax at a park(hehe. I wish we do sth horny. But no) and talk and talk.

Late last month I went to Bangkok. Maybe that's my present for myself. Sweets bought me the Puma watch which I have been eyeing since beginning this year. Thank you sweets! Despite our tight budget, you still managed to get for me sth. My brother got a present for me too. If I am not wrong, it mite be a camera phone. Wohoo! He still haven't got it yet.. So.. why am I writing this? My baby sister bought for me chocolate biscuit and a pilot mechanical pencil! Wa lao eh! So cute! It's not expensive but she said she save her pocket money to buy them.(I am not suprise if it's my money. She extorts money from me and bro. We fall into her trap most of the time.)

At the end of 10th September 2007, I am fully satisfied with everything.

i wish in confusion**