Thursday, April 27, 2006
I am lost in my own world. I do not seem to recognise anyone around me. But why and how am I here? Do I fit the bill? As my boss was preaching.. A higher post comes with greater responsibilities.Would I have time for my beloved? Would I have time to cuddle with him? Would I have time to go thru the 9 month ordeal? Should I choose a stagnant life or the crazy spell-binding hours of being manipulative? Would I choose money or experience for a better future? I am standing at the centre of many paths being laid out for me. Each with handsome CK models smiling flirtatiously at me.. With the come-with-me-I'll-give-you-the-best-thing-in-your-life-but-i-cant-make-you-climax smile.. I am so drawn.. yet never willing to go near them.. I still stick with my Sweets. I dont know if everything is being said correctly.. I got too many offers that I turn down. I still keep on holding on to... Get wat I mean? No.. i wish in confusion**
I am in Wonderland
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Its funny. To sit there with Mom & man.. Man wanted to talk to Mom. So embarassed. I noe its only April 2006. But 25 Mar 2007 will be coming sooner den I can imagine. After 10 years, my bf decided to talk to Mom about sth serius. I was fidgeting. I am so nervous thruout the whole conversation. He was asking my mom whether she allowed him to take me as his fiance.. Ouh.. Aku duduk pat sebelah mcm nak kawin. As you all might noe.. I haf always been waiting for moments like dis to happen. No doubt.. I have been spending the last couple of years for sth like dis.. Baru nak tunang aku da tersipu2.. kalo ckp pasal kawin, comfirm bawa aku da basah(terkencing.. bukan aper..) I know some ppl will say why waste time to get engage. But if you haf been waiting for 10 long years, isnt it only fair that small things like this can get any girl excited? Slowly. One step at a time. Nothing's come easy. We will invite every of our friends. Yang bukan kwn aku tak jemput.Now u noe, uzy, why I cant mit u n yan yday. Sorry. Very sorry.
A gentle anouncement, we will be organising chalet on 3,4,5th June. No special event. Just a gathering. Please take your necessary leave. A gentle reminder also, please do not ask me or uzy more than twice about who is attending the chalet. I take no nonsense. i wish in confusion**
WhAtzz WitH ThE keYBoarD & "ZZ", BiTTChhEZZ?
Friday, April 14, 2006
Urgh.. I am so irritated. Yes. To read someone's blog or sth that has random caps(LooK hEre! I dONt KnOwZZ hOw To Use @ KeYboaRDZZZ) makes me wanna puke blood. U got no sense of direction isit? Still not clear how to use e blardy keyboard isit? Stop including the Zsss in the words used. My monitor is moist from the saliva emitted by ur s-es. Skool never teach ah? Maybe I shld recommend "Dummies for Usage of Keyboard". Dammit! Stop it already. I am feeling not so good u blardy nitwit. Maybe we shld dedicate Pink's latest hit "Stupid Girl".Now I get what you mean last time, Fai.
Su, ko try say those s-es in all our words. Maybe we will look very very cool. Kalo kwn2 aku mcm gitu.. confirm aku akan pulaukan. Good-looking or not, U're so not cool. Dont let me show the killer moves yall. i wish in confusion**
Saturday, April 08, 2006
To be called "the babes in my life"..I like it ena. Thank god my presence is appreciated. I have pozi, ena, yan, amoy, suuueeww, uziela, fai momo, serimon, noya, erniang. U r also "the babes at baywatch"! Hahahahah! i wish in confusion**
Thursday, April 06, 2006
Last time, after graduation..I had considered ERS.. but alas.. No. At least I get to wear the suit.This is wat happens when the boyfriend decides to do sth stupid to the gf. Sheesh!
