Friday, March 31, 2006
I am laughing to myself when I attend dis kind of functions.. The last time I remember is that I personally quoted that only minahs will attend this.. But ALas!! I ,too, attend. But he is my bf u noe!!
From the picture.. dats wat gfs are for.. maybe he'd rather i nag into the nozzle rather den at him i wish in confusion**
Standing on the thin line
Monday, March 27, 2006
My patience are running thin. Those indian workers are staring at me like there's no tomorrow. No, my friends.. It's not to say that I am hot or pretty. Apparently, they just look at you if u got breast and u look like a woman. I m getting pissed. I am so blardy pissed that I nearly poke a worker's eye with my test pen somewhere stuck in my jeans(i dunno how e test pen gets in my pocket). Terperanjat member. Aku raser dier da terkencing pat sluar. And of cos the word cheebye came out of my mouth fluently. I am not racist. Its just that all the staring gets on my bloody nerves.Abe bile aku balik, ader ni dua kucing. Mating season. Yang jantan tgh berak. si betina tgh baring sek2 near the pokok. Den the jantan sempat berak ala menyangkung n sempat stare pat aku ni! Siak nyer kucing! Of cos ,since the pms is in season, I say, "Aper stare stare?!" Siak. Ngan kucing pun aku nak carik pasal.. Mate ajer la. Aku tak tgk. But U guys are so cute... I wanna squish u and whack u against the wall.. SO CUUUUTE! (erm.. P.S. I didnt mean to physically do dat to the kucing. So dont report to SPCA. Blame them for being so cute.)
Sweets birthday was last Saturday. We spent the time walking around Yishun. So many memories here and there. Bad/funny and good/corny days. This is wat happen when ur relationship is too long. The best celebration so far.
This Thursday.. POP day. not me.. but Sweets. He is thrilled of cos. But when I POP, it will be much better cos the ministers and president will be there. I was refering to completion of my Project. Haha! I will feel like the doctor who created frankenstein. Except, of cos, T3 look much much more better than ur uncle frankie there.. i wish in confusion**
Last Saturday
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Tempted to touch.. tempted to touch.. It work well together huh ernie? U were all over me babe. What can I say? i wish in confusion**
Liar, liar pants on fire
Sunday, March 12, 2006
Please don say u hate liars because people have to lie so dat they don have to hurt your feelings. & of cos they still wan to continue being a fren. If u dont know. Everyone lie before. So don say dat u hate liars cos u r, of cos, one of em. Take ur words back. i wish in confusion**Dirty little secrets
Monday, March 06, 2006
I was listening to a clip about infidelity.. It's a shock for the woman.. Poor woman.. the so-called boyfriend has a wife.. I was playing it on my itunes.. It goes like this..... you ****ing dick!" Followed by the ever fast beat of All American Rejects "Dirty little secrets". Pure coincidence.. I'll give u my dirty little secret... Ouh..
Do you have one? I have one!! Hmm.. Maybe many.. i wish in confusion**
Early morning
Saturday, March 04, 2006
I felt blissful this morning. It amazes me that I have never felt any sense of dread going to work. It's been 2 years since I started my adventures in t3. 3 years of completing my diploma. This is just the beginning.It's Saturday morning and I am now glad to be at work. Nothing much to clear since I cleared all yesterday.
Despite being contented with everything laid out for me, the sense of disappointment loomed over me. I cant seem to pinpoint exactly where and what. Is it my attitude towards work or is it my sensitivity reaching its peak? Shld I? Or shld I not? Wld I do it? Or not? Maybe one of these days, I mite juz change. As I listen to Death Cab "Different Names for the same thing" I was arguing with myself. Listing out the advantages and disadvantages of my decision. Then it struck me hard..
I received an email previous weeks ago.. A photographer was taking a photo of a poverty-stricken Somalian child.. The child look nothing more than a dead carcass.. Crawling ard for food with a vulture looking intently at unfortunate child.. waiting for the prey to die and help itself heartily. The photographer won a Nobel prize for the photo but a few years later he committed suicide.. Y didnt he help the child, my friends?
What I am trying to say is.. if I keep on pitying myself and waiting for someone to help me.. which I know clearly in my head that no one will help me. I cannot wait for it to drop from the sky. If I never help myself, who will help the poor child? From any angle that I see, my situation is not as unfortunate as the poor child.
Now.. the cloud is no longer in my head. Thank you for ur time. i wish in confusion**
Here's what I think
Thursday, March 02, 2006
Gosh.. There are 3 person in there.. What a fitting description of u guys.. I wanna curse n swear.
Any of u have the All American Rejects latest album? Move Along definitely dragging me along. The drums make me breastless, I mean breathless, although I am not behind the drums.
The entire site was filled with blardy fogging! Dammit! Hardworking people like me got no time to evacuate.. Meheh! By the time I finished some of the work, the whole office was filled with fog! One of these days, not only the insects die.. We will die! Mampos kau! Kurap! Aku bayar 1000++ for the office rent but look wat happen! Aper ni?! Aiyah! Tak per.. Mak nyamuk takkan bau aku per.. Aku p maner2 nyamuk smuer da mampos. I am a walking Baygon. I reek of Baygon. Ni abg bleh ktawerkan kiter ni. KNN. May flowers bloom on thy bird! Kan da kena sumpah tau.
"The coast disappeared when the sea drowned the sun
And I knew no words to share with anyone
The boundaries of language I quietly cursed
And all the different names for the same thing"
i wish in confusion**