Friday, September 30, 2005
I finished reading 'Heavier Than Heaven'. Being emotional, I m saddened by the fact that Courtney lost her love in a dramatic way. Kurt Cobain's bio by Charles Cross was detailed. So I listened to Nirvana all over again. He was a phenomenon performer and lyricist.One of my best friend, Pozi, called me.. She's in Germany rite now.. Again I m speechless.. N both of us talked almost at the same time. I miss her.. I m an ass cos never send her off. I m sorry. I roughly understand wat she mite go thru.. U will finish dis n come back la pozi.. 5th November I cant wait..
Another person.. Seri.. Its been a while I met, sat down or short heard of her.. We chatted on MSN.. Got so much to tell her..N Seri I would like to congratulate u. Miss u so much.
Being a person who like to scrutinise on minutest detail, I am doing my own research about peoples' life. Not to criticise but to learn, identify the problems and see the outcome of certain decisions they make. Mom says its best to learn from mistake. The reason me doing all dis is simple.. Should I encounter similar problems, I can always be prepared to Plan 'B' (credit to Uzy). i wish in confusion**
A New Chapter
Thursday, September 22, 2005
Work. This animal have been occupying my time. I'm loving it like Uncle Mac Dee say. I am so occupied with work. New challenge. New bitches surface. I love those bitches.Since he started with NS, things definitely change. I am starting to miss him. Now only I realise dat for 8 long years, I never ever sms him this.. "Honey.. Take care." Never. Only now I say it. I have said this sentence but never once to my very own bf. N I only realise that I really truly miss him when I tell him dat I miss him. Gosh baby.. I miss u dat damn much. I m dat bad.
I just started to read "Heavier than Heaven". Nirvana's Kurt Cobain bio. He died so long ago. Only now I read. Wake up oi! i wish in confusion**
Lets start life anew?
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Went to KL.. a birthday treat for me.. Great place.. We took a lot of photos.. Say.. 80? Yes.. Wanna see? U cant.. Been accidentally deleted. Damn bitch. So careless. I hate my birthday.Man's in NS.. Huge relief.. Good for him.. At the same time, my work seem to pile up.
How do u define an emotionally strong person? A person who doesnt claim he/she is strong. Instead of wondering y their life is like dis, do sth abt it. don sulk. Where do u go from there? Did anyone tell u dat u're a loser? Make full use of your own capabilities and u definitely see the result. If everyone else can do it, y not u? Stop comparing who have been thru worse. Bcos people in Singapore definitely not have life much worse compared to other countries. Wake up please.
Back to KL.. Thank you sweetheart for making it smooth. I know I can count on you.. Oh.. This year we are celebrating our 8th year togetherness.. Ha!
Thank you for giving me an angel.. i wish in confusion**